Welcome to my page for those who have been abused. You know it is hard to deal with abuse but sometimes we feel our life cant get any worse or better.But I am here to say there is life after abuse there are alot of times you feel lonely or miss abuse. I have told people before I miss abuse they say how can you miss it? I tell them you know you get use to that and think it is normal when actually I dont miss it I am happy but I am sad at the same time before I left my kids father managed to talk me into signing my boys over to him saying it is the best thing it dont really matter who has custody cause we will always be together. I left him alot with my boys then he said what I wanted to hear it will get better I am sorry you made me do it I have heard everything there is to hear and I believed it. Well up into September 2006 I just turned 25 years old I said I could not deal with it anymore so in the process of leaving a man who abused me for years I lost my boys in the process so now I dont see them cause he is really turning them against me they say they dont want to see me and when I call they treat me so bad but when they came over I can tell they missed me it is just hard for them to act like it around him.Right now I have a lawyer I am going for visitation well I quit school so I am going start ged classes cause that is something I need I want a good life for my boys. So I am taking donations to be used for an upcoming custody battle which can cost up to $5000.00 and what ever donations I receive I will give 15% to Family Resources that is an agency that helps people who need them for Abuse and Dosmetic Violence they deal with alot of different things they help people with.I am a real female that have been through mental and physical abuse my name is Stephanie and my cell number is 1(309)292-2381 my email is stephanie2161201@yahoo.com http://groups.myspace.com/stephanie2161201 If anyone just wants to talk just send me a message if you dont have any money to donate I understand. Sincerely, Stephanie I am accepting paypal through bigmama3232@yahoo.com or checks, money orders.